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ANNOUNCEMENT

2009-01-07T23:41:00.000-08:00

I will not be using this blog anymore. Click http://ohboyitsher.wordpress.com/ for the current one. Takecare! :D

2008-11-25T09:49:00.000-08:00

Initially, yesterday I meet up with my secondary close peeps at JP macDonald, to discuss chalet matters.

That's right, I miss them truck loads(:

Sharing news about each other life, cracking up old jokes and irritate one another are the best ways to bring back the nostalgic moments of ours. Everyone was there except for Nasri and Murni. The entertainer of all time was busy working at Great World la seh.. Member smgt cari duit... Hahaha. We took about 4 hours to finish everything. Then, I went 'lepaking' with Ierfan and Min for quite awhile. Brag here and there till it was almost midnight. Ierfan invited me to join the SP Zouk Out. I was reluctant but well, it's worth a try though. It yeah, looking forward for tmrw's event that's... today.
XDXD
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1 word to describe Zouk.
"WOW!"

When I entered the Zouk, I was amazed like seriously. Maklumla, first time.. Those clubs that I usually watch from TVs or music videos are exactly the same from what I experienced 12 hours ago. Just that the feeling when you enter the place is totally different; hard to describe. NO LIQUOR & NO SMOKING. That's more I like it. Since it's an underage party event, there's quite a number of bouncers guarding the area. Hahaha.. Okay enuf of the Zouk. When the whole thing ended, Ierfan, Min, Izwan, Murni and me went to Far East Shopping Centre for some stuffs and back to Vivo City for lunch cum dinner. Afterwards, we make our way to Ben &Jerry's shop and ordered 2 special ice cream. Not sure of the names. We stayed for a while, camwhoring and took bus 30 back home.

To summarize today's event, it was uubberr fun!

Awww.. very romantic.
OMG min! Relax ah beb!
Muke maintain ah kwn.
The shy girl, Murni.
Let's gobble the ice cream to our hearts content!!

2008-11-16T04:00:00.000-08:00

Ever since graduation day I haven't been keeping up with my recent updates. Big Bang is my only reason to surf the internet. Even friends nowadays are having quite a difficult time contacting me. Well, I'm sorry okays. It's just that I want to spend my whole time alone enjoying life. Teehee... If you happen to read my post, let me tell you in advance that be it a window shopping etc, dunch hesitate to ask me out too. Coz I'll try to schedule my time for you guys okays.

*MUACKS*

First and foremost, I'm officially over and done with my O Level. HURRAY!
Being jobless for quite a period of time sucks sometimes, I do agree. Buuutt, let's look at the bright side. 24/7 I can do whatever shit I want to do before responsibility ( working ) steps in. So far most of my friends have gotten themselves a part-time job. Sooo, I'm waiting for my turn now, hoping that sooner or later I will receive any calls from the jobs I've already applied online.

Yesterday afternoon I spent 5 hours sitting in front of the computer watching Mnet Korea Music Festival 2008 live online. Got to admit the connection sucks, it's darn lagging. But who cares when I got to watch Wondergirls singing 'Nobody' (Disco Version), DBSK singing 'Mirotic' and the most anticipated band, BIG BANG who collaborate with Hyori. Ahhhh... I love Big Bang, yes I'm their V.I.P!

XOXO

CONGRATS ON WINNING THE BEST MALE GROUP AND ARTIST OF THE YEAR!
Keep on producing great songs aytes. (:

2008-10-13T05:31:00.001-07:00

Graduation Day on 11/10/2008 was over. I'm proud to say I'm a graduated student? Ouhhyeaaahh... The whole ceremony wasn't that 'vavavoom' like what I've expected. The foods are worst than eating a cat food. The service is really bad. My grandmother can do better than them. But hey, look at the bright side. It's over isn't it? Almost everyone is wearing glamorous dress and smart outfits for that afternoon, excluding me. I had made a promise wit a friend to wear the same dress code, same goes with Adel. (I know, you know right...) Haha! They look so freaking adorable, yet weird. Maybe I'm not used to it yet! Sooner I will. (;

Time flies so fast. 3 more days, and it's my C.science practical 'O' Level. On Monday, will be my first paper. I haven't been studying eversince my prelims are over. I've gotta buck up. 1 more week left, hafta strive to my fullest. Anyone wanna make a bet with me? That I will fall sick in these coming days. It happens all the time. Yet, I can't do anything bout it. I'm so sick of exams...

The BEST way of getting urself out of boredom :D:D

2008-09-14T02:50:00.000-07:00

Gosh, i slept at 7am yesterday nite watching 'i am sam' drama. (T.O.P is in it! *gasps*) now, here i am sitting in frnt of the computer downloading big bang's music videos and songs. crazy - yes, currently dat word describe me best. i tink my computer gonna shut down for couple of weeks coz my sister is fed up with me for using the computer so frequently. same old excuses, 'whose gonna pay the electricity bill'. wadever la eh. hello! i did study ok. got tuition just now from 12.45pm to 4.15pm. at least i got study. and i barely touch the comp on weekdays. arghhh. it's fine. i've gotta buy my own laptop aft 'O's using my own money. 5 more weeks.. uhuh!

like seriously, T.O.P is freaking unresistable.
&his smoky eyes...

2008-09-13T10:05:00.000-07:00

Okayys.. lemme see. i guess it has been 14 days ever since i update my blog. prelims are finally over! like SERIOUSLY. crap, i think im gonna flung my english, amaths and biology. i barely touch my amaths book and memorize the facts for bio. yes, ive gotta be ready for mum's naggings. i didnt know why and how the hell is happening to me eversince my 'O's are nearing. i just feel so so so damn lazy and 'dont bother' with my studies, but of course i do want to go poly no matter what. 5 weeks more - yes, and then its the real 'O' level. gotta buck up! gotta mug hard! gotta practice more! that's wad farahin gonna do right now. its the last thing i would do for my life in 2008.

back to last saturday, i skipped terawih just to lepak wit syaf and her frens. actually, yasser invited me. tsktsktsk! lol. but the highlight of dat nite was the incident happened to me. my first embarassing moment in my entire life - me and syaf were crossing the road, running (it was raining heavily) towards the busstop shelter beside the taman jurong cc. while running, i was like joking wit syaf dat her bra cld be seen since she's wearing a white shirt. but i was too careless dat my right slipper slipped out and was left out in the middle of the road! i had to run back barefooted to get my slipper. to make matter more worst, those ppl in the busstop shelter in frnt of me witnessed it. and i saw these 2 'mats' were trying to stifle thier laughter. SHIT! i wish i will nvr meet them again. aft dat, lepak-ed and meet up wit rauf. syaf and him sent me to the lakeside busstop and reached home at 12am plus. :D:D

POP has finally over. my sec 1s cadets are undoubtly adorable. owww.. thanks fer the specially-made cute cartoon pic sec 3s, the oh-so-sweet notebook and poem sec 1s and the momento sirs. buke-d wit sadiq the buckethead, feeza and hanif in school. aft dat we continued at macD taman jurong tis tym w/o hanif. so the kecooohhh eh sadiq. feeza and me tak abis abis kenekan sadiq. hahaha.. alah, skali skale. *winks*

tell me something i dun wanna hear! my k.ida introduced to me this korea band. they're super duper cool and hawt i tell ya. they are nt the typical korea band seriously. all of them are so talented and cld even speak english so fluently. BIG BANG! uhuh, dats them. dere's five of them. of all, i love T.O.P! the drop-dead-gorgeous and cool but powerful rapper. XOXO aaahhhhhh...

left to right:Seungri, T.O.P<3, Taeyang, Daesung, G-dragon(black specs)

2008-08-29T11:08:00.000-07:00

My blog seems so dead.
But who cares?
It's my problem.

YEAH, though Teachers' Day celebration wasn't that spirited and enthu compared to last year, i personally think that it was the most memorable school event of my entire sec school life. SEC 4-2, ALL OF YOU DID YOUR BEST JOB! *cheers* Even the audience were cheering and laughing loudly. Thanks to Timothy who was the 'highlight of the day'. We practiced only less than a week, but managed to get this far. Well, as long as the teachers (especially Mr Lee & Mrs Chia) loved our dance, then we're satisfied.

To our form teacher, Mr Lee Kok Leong:

Thanks for all your patience and guidance for making us through this far. You have wonderfully brightened up my school days with all your endless jokes. Never once I feel a sense of regret having you as my teacher. No, you're more than just a great friend to me. Your existence is like a miracle; beautiful colors in my life. I'll never forget you. Thank you!

& our co-form teacher, Mrs Chia:

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY! Though you did not even teach me anything nevertheless, you're the one who gave me courage and confidence to strive for my best for my studies. Rock on with your 'jade' and stay 'young' always. HEHE! :D:D

Introducing our girl dancers:

Me & them:

My malay seniors:

2008-08-15T08:44:00.000-07:00

A dream of mine since I was kindergarten was finally fulfilled.
It was worth the money,
and of course worth waiting.
Now, I could concentrate on my 'O's since I've got what I wanted.
But the main problem is...
When should I start?
argh!
STRESSSTRESSSTRESS.

Thanks Fee, Adel & Nad for everything.
<3

2008-08-10T14:15:00.000-07:00

The view of the fireworks were absolutely fantastic. It's a kind of feeling that you would never feel lonely. Especially when one watched with her loved ones. Yes, I watched them at Marina Bay w/ my wonderful and happening peeps. If it's not for them, I wouldn't be enjoying so much yesterday. Though we did nothing much, like FEE said, the bonding is there. We've so much in common! There's 5 of us. Ainni brought along her guy friend, Isram? I'm not pretty sure. Lol! Basically, my uncle, who's on duty to guard near the Fullerton Hotel helped us find the perfect view to watch the fireworks. Thanks Cik Subhi! Aft the event, we took a long walk from Marina to Orchard. Yes, let me emphasize it again. A long walk. To make it short, yesterday was an fabulous outing for me before I concentrate on my prelims and 'O's. On tuesday, I'll be getting my malay results. I'm freaking out! Like seriously. But I've got to admit, I think I will retake the malay paper again coz I'm pretty confident I didn't do well for it. Ahhh.. Only God knows the reason why.
Hasta La Vista Babey!

Get this clear, we are not lesbian. (:

2008-08-08T20:07:00.000-07:00

Friday night, was totally cool. Meet up with RinURBANBELLE w/ fee at Bukit Batok. Then off we went to Bugis to catch up with fee's mum & her sisters - shopping. Made an appointment w/ Ainni aft her lunch at Woodlands. Both of us gossiped at JP coffee bean; revealing our dark secrets. XOXO It's been a week since we last saw each other. Hell, I missed her.(: Half-way through we don't feel like going home. Typical teenage nowadays, we wasted our time to Plaza Singapura, to Orchard and back to Clementi where I asked my dad to pick us up.

Ainni is an outgoing cousin whom I always turn to whenever I'm bored, or face w/ problems. She's a one hell wacky girl someone will never get tired off being w/ her. Though you have no bucks in your pocket, she could still make your day near to perfection. I'm blessed to have her as my cousin. I love you so. Thanks a million for hearing out my problems and entertain my craziness. Next time, let's stay up the whole night alright. I don't feel like going _ _ _ _. (yes, you know what I mean):D

And you!
Don't ever think you're so full of yourself.
Frankly speaking, you're not worth to be thought of.
I'm happily moving on w/ my own life.
All the best w/ your new 'victim'.

'Those were the days my friend.
We thought they'd never end.
Thought we would last forever and a day I took one look in his eyes and fell for all his lies.
So why do I want this man to stay?'

2008-08-05T09:03:00.000-07:00

Friendster has been created back.
Like 'Oh finally!'.
Eyebags are appearing.
Mugging hard for upcoming prelims.
Addicted to blog shops.
Will be updating soon with more stories.
X)X)

Current mood: Totally restless.

It was a wrong start from the beginning.

2008-07-24T04:37:00.000-07:00

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine

I simply despise getting sick especially when it comes to fever.
It's freaking annoying to fight the virus in your body from shivering, body ache, and loss of appetite.
Worst still, is when you're down with a bad cough and sore eyes.
My previous visit to the doctor was on the 8/7/2008 which cost me 36 bucks.
Two days ago, it was 32 bucks!
Poor my parents had to fork out their money just to get me treated.
But the best part was I do not need to come to school for 2 days.
Yet all I did at home was eat, consume my medicine, sleep and watch TV.
Frankly speaking, it was damn boring!

2008-07-10T22:43:00.000-07:00

School half-day.
No school for tomorrow.
Hang out with Syafiq, Chak &his friends near Art Park.
Aft happily joking around with their lame jokes,
everyone went to their separate ways...

Must buck up on my studies!
I shouldn't procrastinate.

I've got to admit, I do love you.
But I'm not sure of myself,
why I do feel afraid when I'm with you.
The moment you hugged me,
I feel like as if I'm not me;
drifting into another world of yours.
They are times when I want to ask you this.
"Why me?"
"Are you serious with me?"
"What do you mean I'm different from the girls you have met?"
But no matter where and when,
my mouth would seal,
having no courage to speak up.
If only I knew..
If only I knew..
exactly what is wrong.

2008-07-09T17:30:00.000-07:00

Due to popular demand from 'someone',
I'm gonna upload the pictures taken during my outing to Sentosa on 6.6.2008 with my usual members from JSS. Enjoy! especially that 'someone'... hmph!

small, medium, large

The Couples of the day

Models tak MENJADI!

My NADdarling!

Volleyball time

Yo MINpie..

See the blue shirt? That's me! =D

2008-07-08T22:36:00.000-07:00

I FORGOT!
HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY FEE! (belated birthday wish I suppose?)
&&
CONGRATS to DANNAD! on their 7MTH ANNIVERSARY. (:

What will say when someone propose you to be his girl?
Especially when you know that person quite well?
When you know he can trusted and all.
As for my story,
I would definitely say a ......
SHHHH! (;

2008-07-07T08:38:00.000-07:00

One will never know what could happen in just 24 hours.
It can make your world upside down or even,
light your world brilliantly.

As for my story,
it happened beyond my reach.
It just did.

That night,
the feeling of chocolate love existed;
Rising from the world of lies,
I said definitely, he's the one.

The next afternoon,
the light started to fade away.
My world was spinning fast when I discovered something.
Something which I tried hard not to believe it's true.

At that point of time,
I was afraid, too afraid to accept the truth.
You're so much different from what I've known.
Casanova.

We go on with our separate ways.
That's the best I can do.
It just did.

I lied to him,
I made him angry,
I planted hatred in him,
just to get out from this situation.

No doubt,
I feel damn guilty as I am now for the lies I've created.
I would want to say sorry to you a million times.
But I'm just an ordinary girl.

Dignity is all I have now with me.
I have to forget all those memories
cause it's not worth remembering.

I have to believe, it's not me you deserved.
I'm not the type of girl you can mess around with,
who thinks you are the superior one.

Thank you for everything.
From the bottom of my heart,
I'm sorry.

2008-07-06T05:20:00.000-07:00

Skipped tuition today.
Spent my whole afternoon with Syaf.
Messaging a friend.
Feeling extremely hungry.
Craving to go out with The Lepakz Clans once more.

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Saturday was a blast. Shopping, shisha (correct spelling) and louging around. That's what we basically for the whole day. But the question is who is we? Yup! They are Syafiq, Chak, Hairullah, A'an, Syafiq's cousin, HafizSetan, Ainni and myself.
P/S: They are seating in a sequence order according to the name I've mentioned earlier.

My main plan was to go Bugis with Ainni. A few minutes later, I got a message from Ainni that Syafiq asked both of us out together since his members are going to the same place as us. It all started from there onwards. Fiq and A'an bought thier clothes and I bought a friend's birthday present. Aft that, went shisha'ing near Arab Street there. Wild things happened beyond of my expectation. It was like I'm not myself. A different girl, in an another world, with a new adventure. The Lepakz Clans showed me new things I've never tried before. No doubt, it was fun! HAHA. They're a bunch of people with different personalities.I like I like. Lastly, we hang out at Marina there and got screening by 3 police officers just to ask if we had witness any fights 10 minutes ago. Lucky for us, we're not involved. We went off at 2330, took mrt then bus 179 straight back home.

My bodyguards.

My scandals.

Shisha.

HafizSetan, Ainni and Farah.

2008-07-02T06:12:00.000-07:00

Sitting in a new environment wasn't that bad after all.
With my super-twin boy, wei yan next to me,
along with jolene 'gong' and nasri a'bangla' in front of us,
both four of us make a perfect group of clowns.

Not even a single minute, anyone of us would definitely crack a joke;
till we cry it out loud.
Others may seem bothered or some even got drifted into their world of 'lalaland'.

Despite all the lame jokes we shared, studies will always be the first priority.
Ever since I sat beside weiyan the genius (he named himself for some reasons), I've gotten alert and studious.
He's a person who you can rely on to, clarify any doubts & prattle away.
Weiyan is a hell nice guy. (:

P/S: Amaths interests me alot nowadays. I wonder how.....

2008-07-01T05:17:00.000-07:00

The same step you take everyday, seemed never-ending.
One after another, without you realizing, malay paper was over.
Mugging hard to strive for the best,
yet all you always do is procrastinate.

No doubt this setback is complicated.
Only patience & dignity are left with you;
nothing else matters because you know it's fated.
Damn all the humiliation you've received,
bunch of betrayers & hypocrites.

You'll never get sick & tired of your life,
when it becomes a habit.
Boredom; never exist in your dictionary.
Right farahin?