I simply despise getting sick especially when it comes to fever.
It's freaking annoying to fight the virus in your body from shivering, body ache, and loss of appetite.
Worst still, is when you're down with a bad cough and sore eyes.
My previous visit to the doctor was on the 8/7/2008 which cost me 36 bucks.
Two days ago, it was 32 bucks!
Poor my parents had to fork out their money just to get me treated.
But the best part was I do not need to come to school for 2 days.
Yet all I did at home was eat, consume my medicine, sleep and watch TV.
Frankly speaking, it was damn boring!







School half-day.
No school for tomorrow.
Hang out with Syafiq, Chak &his friends near Art Park.
Aft happily joking around with their lame jokes,
everyone went to their separate ways...


I've got to admit, I do love you.
But I'm not sure of myself,
why I do feel afraid when I'm with you.
The moment you hugged me,
I feel like as if I'm not me;
drifting into another world of yours.
They are times when I want to ask you this.
"Why me?"
"Are you serious with me?"
"What do you mean I'm different from the girls you have met?"
But no matter where and when,
my mouth would seal,
having no courage to speak up.
If only I knew..
If only I knew..
exactly what is wrong.

Labels: confusion and doubts.

Due to popular demand from 'someone',
I'm gonna upload the pictures taken during my outing to Sentosa on 6.6.2008 with my usual members from JSS. Enjoy! especially that 'someone'... hmph!















I FORGOT!
HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY FEE! (belated birthday wish I suppose?)
&&
CONGRATS to DANNAD! on their 7MTH ANNIVERSARY. (:

What will say when someone propose you to be his girl?
Especially when you know that person quite well?
When you know he can trusted and all.
As for my story,
I would definitely say a ......
SHHHH! (;

Labels: And my story begins like this...

One will never know what could happen in just 24 hours.
It can make your world upside down or even,
light your world brilliantly.

As for my story,
it happened beyond my reach.
It just did.

That night,
the feeling of chocolate love existed;
Rising from the world of lies,
I said definitely, he's the one.

The next afternoon,
the light started to fade away.
My world was spinning fast when I discovered something.
Something which I tried hard not to believe it's true.

At that point of time,
I was afraid, too afraid to accept the truth.
You're so much different from what I've known.
Casanova.

We go on with our separate ways.
That's the best I can do.
It just did.

I lied to him,
I made him angry,
I planted hatred in him,
just to get out from this situation.

No doubt,
I feel damn guilty as I am now for the lies I've created.
I would want to say sorry to you a million times.
But I'm just an ordinary girl.

Dignity is all I have now with me.
I have to forget all those memories
cause it's not worth remembering.

I have to believe, it's not me you deserved.
I'm not the type of girl you can mess around with,
who thinks you are the superior one.

Thank you for everything.
From the bottom of my heart,
I'm sorry.

Labels: suffocation and forgiveness.

Skipped tuition today.
Spent my whole afternoon with Syaf.
Messaging a friend.
Feeling extremely hungry.
Craving to go out with The Lepakz Clans once more.

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Saturday was a blast. Shopping, shisha (correct spelling) and louging around. That's what we basically for the whole day. But the question is who is we? Yup! They are Syafiq, Chak, Hairullah, A'an, Syafiq's cousin, HafizSetan, Ainni and myself.
P/S: They are seating in a sequence order according to the name I've mentioned earlier.

My main plan was to go Bugis with Ainni. A few minutes later, I got a message from Ainni that Syafiq asked both of us out together since his members are going to the same place as us. It all started from there onwards. Fiq and A'an bought thier clothes and I bought a friend's birthday present. Aft that, went shisha'ing near Arab Street there. Wild things happened beyond of my expectation. It was like I'm not myself. A different girl, in an another world, with a new adventure. The Lepakz Clans showed me new things I've never tried before. No doubt, it was fun! HAHA. They're a bunch of people with different personalities.I like I like. Lastly, we hang out at Marina there and got screening by 3 police officers just to ask if we had witness any fights 10 minutes ago. Lucky for us, we're not involved. We went off at 2330, took mrt then bus 179 straight back home.

Labels: new adventure, new discovery, new friends.

Sitting in a new environment wasn't that bad after all.
With my super-twin boy, wei yan next to me,
along with jolene 'gong' and nasri a'bangla' in front of us,
both four of us make a perfect group of clowns.

Not even a single minute, anyone of us would definitely crack a joke;
till we cry it out loud.
Others may seem bothered or some even got drifted into their world of 'lalaland'.

Despite all the lame jokes we shared, studies will always be the first priority.
Ever since I sat beside weiyan the genius (he named himself for some reasons), I've gotten alert and studious.
He's a person who you can rely on to, clarify any doubts & prattle away.
Weiyan is a hell nice guy. (:

P/S: Amaths interests me alot nowadays. I wonder how.....

Labels: the first chapter of friendship.

The same step you take everyday, seemed never-ending.
One after another, without you realizing, malay paper was over.
Mugging hard to strive for the best,
yet all you always do is procrastinate.

No doubt this setback is complicated.
Only patience & dignity are left with you;
nothing else matters because you know it's fated.
Damn all the humiliation you've received,
bunch of betrayers & hypocrites.

You'll never get sick & tired of your life,
when it becomes a habit.
Boredom; never exist in your dictionary.
Right farahin?

Labels: unlock the sealed door for me.

Dedicated to my special people,
Thanks for spending ur lil-tiny winie minute on my blog.
And sorry for the imperfections!

Farah, that's enuf.
12011992.
Graduated Secondary 4.
I love to gossip every often when I'm out with my clicks.
Though I dunch look lyk a grown up yet, I may be a bitch/slut when I'm forced to.
Big Bang lives within me.
Surprisingly, I only have taste towards Korean Hunks. And I meant KOREAN, not typical 'cinone'. Like Ewwww.
Shopping is my favorite past-time when money comes in. Slacking at my cousin house is the other alternative way to release boredom.
Maternal family is much loved, followed by friends and finally my paternal family. OOPPS!
My personality? Well, I'm not the type who is thick-skinned enuf to judge myself. You can say whatever you want bout me based on my blog coz I dunch give a damn bout wad others think.
Come to me if you're bored, I'll be your angel of the day to brighten up your mood.
Walk off from my life when you see dark clouds above my head, you'll be the victim of my PMS.
Share wit me your jokes, and you'll hear an endless laughter followed by it.
I can't take my eyes off lil accessories which have to do with stars. They're so loveable!
Okays, to summarize everything, call out my name thrice and you'll remember me.
At least for a week? :D:D
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Farah-R! WISHES

To ace my GCE 'O' Level
To get a JOB!

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